Saturday, October 13, 2012

whether or not it's really true,
i'd like to think that in recent weeks,
i've found my purpose and 'burden' for staying
other then my self-imposed/selfish/paranoid/lack-of-faith personal reasons..

i realise how being back home presents me with a mission, maybe a challenge to be exact
testing out the art of applying my accumulated & underused sw skills..
trying my darnest to recall every example of working with "difficult youth"
wishing i could propose some panacea for the here & now, provide some intervention...
and admittedly perhaps as a side agenda, it's to prove my worth / abilities of a sw student..

whatever the case, i hope these theories hold true, even in the setting of one's one family
really reconsidering the notions that
"parents should be responsible for the upbringing of their children"
"God will help you spot the questions"
sometimes, you really see the immense impossibility & insensitivity in these

hmm it sounds like my personal 3101 project going on here.