Sunday, September 16, 2012

i am silent
i have nothing to say
i can't think of anything to add on

i am resistant
don't want to appear to wanting
tired of second guessing

i hate being so unsure & incompetent
inadequate, though that's pretty normal
but it's all the more frustrating when
you can hear it (oh what a terrribblee voicee today)

don't want to keep trying
i know it's not meant to be this way

this is me, & sometimes it scares me