Sunday, May 20, 2012

never knew unresolved pain could still hurt that much, until it reaches conscious levels
accumulated from that time, and the other time...

Cases in point: like that one from the church camp 4 years back
oh and also the one from (yet another) church camp 7 years back..


maybe it started out with me/us being overly sensitive, too expectant, avoidant (but but but such rationalising never really works)
so perhaps you could also throw into the mix the-pk-status, childhood resistance
poor PIE fit, exclusion...

bad experiences do have more power to hinder us than we imagine & i fear its unfolding effects