Tuesday, July 01, 2008

yay aiweeee is back, and her new way of talking is coool. so AC is what i've achieved in econs/chem. chem mcq was bad. not that i'm not relieved- i am, but just can't help feeling small amongst the As and all.oh yes i think i should take my father's advice, and "run your own race"
ahhh studies aside, the previous weeks in church/office have been rather trying. trying to be a nicer smilier more open person to "young adults"whom i've seen all my life but don't quite know or feel very happy happy comfortable with. yes yes its just me(typing strangely), and not wanting to grow up. & how i want to find people less perfect .i know God's been helping, and all's left is for me to take the first step. but it really isn't easy; sweeping away the years of silence+ frowns+lack of good conversations. oh my. actually, life isn't really that complex, trust me to really colour and spice it up. sunny school days are bright and gay- ironically what keeps me going.