Saturday, June 07, 2008

its finally goodbye to 541 in federal hotel KL(which was quite old, so its not really a sad goodbye!)This time the 4/5 days kinda left me in a daze, and before i knew it, it was over. not particularly exciting, cept for the usual treasure hunt, which was good- with super funny claudia, talkative little elias.. (: Of course there was the shopping around bukit bintang- quite a few good buys! plus eating at the roadside stalls.. and the FeedYourself sessions. This camp was sort of an indication that i need MORE of the spirit & MORE company. it really gets boring and discouraging to always face the same few people-whom i love dearly.. haha. Ok, maybe its Me me me again. what is wronnnng. always this feeling of wanting to,but not knowing how to. looking back to the past and not knowing how to love those same people.do we all even feel this way?
Dear God its been x years, and i know you're there.
but what are you teaching me? or maybe, please change me.

meanwhile, its back to the booookss