Monday, January 07, 2008

initial feelings of immense
gratefulness, joy and hope
then fear slowly crept in
joined by tinges of sadness,longing and yet again, hope
one night was supposed to change it all
or so i thought.
strange,
still some sense of restlessness
but i guess hope still remains.
why?
because i place my hope in Him
because i'll learn , and try to trust.

still can't let go of those bright and gay memories
but at least we've got one another, (and i'm glad my og's rather nice)