Sunday, September 02, 2007

Dear God
why do i walk out of exam halls feeling happy
then having to realise my stupid mistakes &
my off-centre readings?
why do i feel sad on sunny sundays
when i know its wrong.
why don't i feel any love
when you say we are a family of love?
when i try to love but
it hurts so bad.

urgh it really feels bad to be doing this all over again.
Jesus i know you're there, but i need to hear you answer.