Friday, November 10, 2006

i've got no more smiles to spare & i feel really bad about it. one part of me wants to just forget everything and start all over again. but it pains me to see just one hit wonders and so many misses. i guess it was part of my doing too & im really sorry , to have left them out in the deep blue sea. i'm just not myself today i guess & i hate to keep feeling like that. but another part of me just sees the need to tear out the smeared pages and not just keep starting on another fresh page. on a side note, im grateful for the small things in life. like people who wash cups with you. thanks pauline&shuyi & the twin.