Monday, July 31, 2006

life's been treating me bad.
down with slight flu, crap results i feel like throwing away. actually, it isnt all so bad when i compare it to people who dont have homes or worry about what to eat. but still, i would gladly trade some food to make my life a little better. on the other hand, i dont think it would work out. trying to make myself feel a little better by forgetting what's gone on. it's always so easy to tell others to keep trying and take failure as it is. but then you find yourself in the person's sohes, you realise its easier said than done. like how many times have i told others to quit crying over split milk? yet its so hard trying to pick myself up. though i keep telling myself that its all going to end & i'll just have to keep trying, it feels like im living a lie. at least it's shown me there really is something wrong with me. maybe trying harder wouldnt kill right?

therefore, i can't wait to hit the movies on friday and pretend the past days never existed.