Saturday, July 15, 2006

i dont think anyone ever knows how it feels to be stuck. in my case, its a whole different case to be stuck - in the middle to be specific. its always choose this and chuck that or take this, forget that.friends or family. the world or Him. its hard to keep feeling this way, its like going around in a merry go round and still finding yourself in the same place. sometimes you just wish people understood your thoughts, you wish they could read your mind. you want to tell them something without breaking their hearts. you want to change them, but you simply can't. many times you've found the pefect chance, just to screw things up.
i really really dont think i can hold out much longer keeping everything to myself. wish we could trash things out though i guess you probably think you're doing fine. well, sometimes we all need a reality check. the view's always clearer if you bother t step out and step up. take a chance to stop, smell the roses and actually know this world doesn't revolve around you. try remembering that the good things in life shouldn't be kept to youself. try looking around to see what others think of you. my point is, you arent the only one living in this planet called Earth. you can't always be the one fighting for control. taking the backseat isn't that bad, its when you truly gain something called respect.
there's defininitely more i want to say, but words cant seem to find a place.


damn. on a sidenote, i miss the pie family.
i miss the fine things in life. i miss all the happier times
life here doesn't seem to be worth much anymore.

isn't any one trying to find me?