Saturday, May 27, 2006

sometimes i really wished we looked alike.
that would have saved the trouble
of me getting pissed at you
of me silently harbouring the anger
& of me feeling ever so helpless and confused
why.
it would have saved people's comments like
"gee you look like your dad"
"you look like your mum"
"you just look sooo different"

well identical is what i hated to see
similiar didnt go right with me.
different, was all i wanted to be.
but i guess it showed ten yrs down the road,
i wanted you t be like me.
i wished you could see.
i hated standing beside you
when you looked so different.
when you talked different
when you acted so different.

i felt bad for thinking that way
i thought one day it'll go away
wrong wrong
it felt so right tothink that way, to feel that way.

im sorry fer saying this but
please, can you just change?