Tuesday, April 18, 2006

i have something wrong bout me this week and i dont know what it is. i guess how you think really affects how you react towards things.. so what, think happy thoughts? haha right. mhmm. monday wasnt too bad though. but today kinda sucked. got back chem & i really think i have a serious prob with dividing all the wrong numbers . amath didnt help much too cause it was mostly stuff i didnt understand.. and we were all lost in our own worlds again.Physics was quite mind boggling too. im starting to get worried, seriously. i dunno if its just me but i'm getting quite stressed up over work now although its just the start of t year.. ah going t the naval base was fun fun but it turned out bad after all when i found my wallet was lost . i thought it was part of some trick. but anyhow its my fault lah. if i had really insisted on going back t check , i could have gone back there. so many what ifs. i guess the pdl book can explain the many many questions i have. why am i always paranoid over losing things that arent lost, and not over the things which are really lost? grr i cant form any sentence to describe my feelings right now. and its not just over that wallet . i have so many many things i need to let out , but not here i guess.