Saturday, July 02, 2005

MHMM. it's over. our long 'dreaded' trgs. heats. and yes. today's sports day. everything happened so, so fast. frankly speaking, tho certain trainings were pure torture.. it was really then, tt we discovered our potential to um. run..and really PUSH ourselves.right, this may sound lame.. for someone who only ran for like one event.. 8x100, but seriously, i've really learnt quite a bit. for that.. uh. 100 metres on the track ; that 17 - 18 seconds in time. especially today the real meaning of a TEAM really occured to me. ironically, tho have more ppl in a team event to back yoo up then in an individual one, that's where the pressure really starts to sink it's easy to say that no matter what, we'll stick as a team. But in reality, is it really that easy to carry it out? Will you actually care? Ever since today's event, i've learnt to live with the fact tt as a team, we win together, and even if we lose, we'll do it together. no pointing of fingers. no grudges. and i admit, it's never easy. when disappointment overwhelms you. when you feel that you've wasted yet another chance. when the four walls cave in. and when you think of nothing, but breaking down. to say that you'll stand by each other is easy. but to actually do it, is tough. And, i'm glad that we did just that today- no, we didn't blame each other.we did our best to hide any disappointment, and tried to make each other feel a lil better. we went there with an intention to win, an intention to prove everyone wrong. and though we didn't gain any medals, i'll have to say that, we're all winners.. right? after all, no one even thought that our team could make it thru the heats. yet, we did. so enough about the winning. as we said, it's the process that counts. so to all those 8x100 ppl still feeling sad. hey. cheer up! remember what we said? when one falls, all fall.

DAZED. shattered.