Thursday, July 07, 2005

aight. i promised to update.feelin really tired these days, with an extra load of confusion and disappointment. sighs. when will THAT crap all end. been really 'inspired' by some really great posts on MOblog. got my brain juices workin' man.
I don't wanna revolve round you and your people anymore.
speak about me being in the centre
stuck&lost? more like it.


no words can describe what i feel
no, not even what i try to say..
can do any good
tongue tied?
yes that's what you'd call it.
all i can remember is that
you never kept those promises
empty promises, i should say
you always say that no matter what.
you'll stand by me.
care fer me.
help minus the pain
YET. you
are the one who's adding to my pain
you think i'm some freak you can keep
taunting,teasing. laughing at
now i'll tell YOU. sorry my dear
i don't give a damn bout all these
wanna watch me cry? give it up
i've learnt the hard way. this time,
i won't let you see me cry. i'll hold those tears back
by hook or by crook, we'll i'll fight it through.
with you. it's a silent, cruel game we all play
. no one talks. but we know, what gives.
each of us, slowly killing each other on the inside
don't wanna let YOU know -yes, you're killin me softly
By the constant staring at me, laughing at me. taking it out on me.
thank you very much. that was SO very subtle of you.
and thanks but no thanks, i don't want it anymore
the crap about you still caring and loving
once bitten, twice shy.
i'll never believe so easily again.
reality bites; everything's changing.
even you. even me.
so, i still can't bear to tell you

hey youu. yes you. such a killjoy.
that i frankly, can't let go of.