Thursday, June 09, 2005

ok. so called 'relieving stress' from those freakin mindmaps.
peeked into the 'pink box' from joysim..yeah.i still keep it!
so here goes.

Reminiscence. REMINISCENCE.
is that what they call it?
the nostalgic feeling you get when u think back, and reflect on your past
More so the things in the past, that pained you so much
that longing. that desperate plea, for history to repeat itself
those simple letters. autograph book entries..
peppered with encouraging words
words, that spoke very much of our childlike innocence then.
the usual 'thanks-forbeing-myfriend' notes.
didn't seem to mean much, especially when you had heaps of them
but yet now, having gone through a great deal;
those words, suddenly make sense to you.
still, there were those letters, you used to stare at, so much
but now, they leave you somewhat cold
with that lil tinge of regret. when you realise
and start to kick yourself,
for not dooing you bit.
Yet, who doesn't know?
that turning time back
is merely
wishful thinking on my own part.
and till this day,
i still harbour impossible dreams
of being this young girl,
staring through the candy shop

really, ignorance is bliss
treasure it, while it lasts