Tuesday, April 05, 2005

i'll TRY to stop churnin out depressing posts. if all that pain could ever stop. it'll be a MIRACLE. hahas. ok ok. i'm sry if u felt sad readin all that. i wouldn't say crap. but.. just passing thoughts tt affected me along the weekend. no, don't ask. cus its not like i'll tell ya, thanku verrry much! (: .

man. syf?14th. gold with honours? the choir did it. great! but us? its . sigh. we're really 'shaky'. but we'll do it! i think wad i got in an sms was kinda true. smtimes, it appears like u haf soo many friends. but yet, you look at the past, look at what's happening.how many of them are true ones? how many really care fer u, how many really accept you? i'm still figuring out. not that i haf doubts bout ppl round me, but what's life, if u don't think abt it? life, is like a play? life, is like a playground? life, a roller coaster? i don't really find these 'theories' ahem, logical. but they do make me think. what is life really all bout? u haf ur ups, and downs. one min, it rocks. cool. thn it seems that the next moment, it literally sucks to the core. its all mixed. up. like rojak?lol. u meet all diff ppl. they gif u diff advice, they all haf diff views. again, by antr sms, tt fren told me. life, whatever's placed there, try live with it, accept them , since u can't change the situation , u'll just find ways n means to cope with it. sometimes, u'll hafta really sit down, and trash things out. things were there fer a purpose. you could try to run from it, but u can't hide, why not make sth good out of it? tho today's chapel singing wasn't that good, this song kinda spoke to me. [allthatiam]

lol. in my own words:
Whatever life brings fer me, whatever i have gone thru, the pain, joy, good or bad times, God , i guess, didn't put it all there fer me to suffer. there must haf been a purpose behind things. they don't seem that clear right now. but you gotta believe, you hafta trust .everything you have, ur problems, whatever, one day, you'll learn to give it all to him , and he'll do great works outta them!
fyi, tt person's AIWEEE! thanx fer 'listening' to the SMSEs, u make sense meii (:

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