Thursday, March 24, 2005

its not like i can help it. typing such depressing posts these days. the walls keep caving in on me. i'm disappointed. sad. it seems like i always put in so much. but i get back so little. always? i give so much time, effort. tho i know i'm not THAT needed. i don't think they do care anw. was it fair?things seem badd. my grades suck. my languages suck. two nice b3s staring at me. nice digit eh, 8? gosh. i'm not depressed. but i feel. discouraged. i always try to console myself. control my tears. actually, there are NICE ppl i can confide in. it makes be feel a teeny wee better. . nice. only math hist. lit are abv the class averages. i'm so below average. good thing tmr's gd friday. or else. i'll die. drama. ended later 730 u mean. today. goshh. i'll go do some hw. still haf project work today.

hiding in the darkness.
say goodnight to me.
your below-average student.
sensitive. whatever `