Tuesday, February 15, 2005

will u be my valentine? hahaa. rite.. yes, it happened yesterday. went to the locker. forgot to bring anyth for them. tot it was on the 15th .man.. got a metal wire heart from aiwee.. paperclip shaped into a flower..by lilin. choc from jocelyn.. pic from joy.. cookie from laura rophi..rachel. *u must be thinking. were they EDIBLE?* lol.marshmallow frm shuszee. hmph. . n a ring. made from fishing line& pipe cleaner from my dear ahh bu!goshh. ok, tho she gave it to her 2 other 'wives.' too. so i decided to get em smth. bought pockey fer them to share. with a note.. tt grace ang happily distorted.. n toffee to the others. yeah, thn yesterday.. i looked thru my box[yesyes.compliments of joy simm]of letters. can't believe i still keep tt after like 2-3 years. all the different friendships. made over the years. yeah. right there.. can't help but think that some of them haf kinda been lost. just say casual 'hi's these days.it's really a pity. once so close. but now.. sigh.don't tell me life's like this.. cos i don't think it is.

it got me thinkin further n further. till today. those people round me, would they all have to turn out this way? friends forever?as a ignorant kid, u didn't really cared two hoots about this. everything was just simple.. thru the years this mentality started to fade.no doubt most of
e ppl round me are great . but sometimes. u stop; think. your feelings. do they know. do they REALLY care? so far, everything's fine. On the surface, those things they do. u just seem to shake it off. chill a lil while. then back to square one. Am i too sensitive? i don't know. but deep down, the 'held too far' lies. jokes can hurt me .the trust we each have among us.the things u do fer them, are they really appreciated? at times, i can't be too sure.
i guess that's why ignorance, really is bliss