Wednesday, February 16, 2005

my free day again! came bac. ate instant noodles. bathed. thn did my HW. dozed off on the sofa. for 30+ mins. crap. i wasted so much time. . dunno y the weather's so hot today. i'm feel drained. tired. it doesn't help that i'm feeling confused; agitated inside. Went back with ahh bu today. she's a nice one to share ur 'misery'wid (: . the recent situations in class. about ppl round us.. being tempremental, self-centered. and um. "MEAN"? hahass. yeah. i try not to care. not get affected. but why do some friends expect your lives to revolve round theirs? expect you to bear with their moods. take it out on you. carry 'jokes' too far. get the best seats fer themselves,without fail!well. most of the time.but what's bad is. they are the ones you've know long enuff. when you're troubled. they are mostly there. schwook probs,they encourage you, help ya when you're down. but half the time again, they tend to 'turn their backs on ya. but l8r turn back ur way again! gosh. that's a weird problem. you're confused. you aren't sure how to think`your feelings keep changing ` sigh. Did God really mean for friendships to turn out like this? Don't ask me. i won't know.
i'll start asking Him. (: